BEE HOON:)

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 Y

we endured through all four years but now, this is what we get... i'm really super damn unhappy with it. everything goes wrong for our batch. we would never ever have a chance to work together again:'( i really feel like crying... they dont understand us, they dont know how much effort we had put in and how much we really want to work together and have fun...

-living in simplicity-

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 Y

today, gin and i brought the cadets to seng kang community club for sana course. we were not productive today as we only did some homework at the beginning then after lunch we just kept on talking outside the room. we listen to jokes and gin told me jokes too. this is the benefit for going to a course with her. gin can make you laugh and not make you feel so bored. we were really tired and bored there. and we saw people making a fool of themselves there. haiz...

-living in simplicity-

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 Y

i was looking at the photos taken during our last parade and i saw this super funny photo. i laughed to myself when i saw this photo. all the specialists have planned to do a pose together but before taking the photo, gin and i planned to change our pose at the last minute when the camera is going to take our picture. we did not tell the other specialists about the change in our pose. then the funniest part was, when the camera was going to take our picture, i think gin and i changed our pose too early, the rest of the specialists saw us doing another pose, then they changed their pose also, then gin and i were like shocked and laughing lor. the other specs are so funny. haha. i wen was the slowest one as she still did the original pose we had decided on. haha. she's really slow, she didnt even realise it even though i was just beside her.

-living in simplicity-

Saturday, May 24, 2008 Y

yesterday was cross-country. i decided to run with my class since we decided to run together, that means i had to give up running with my fellow plt mates. no, not running with them, it should be walking. thay had decided to walk during cross-country. it might be our last opportunity 'walking' together as a platoon but it's also going to be my last chance to jog with my class, so i was in a dilemma. haiz... i was quite depressed to see my platoon walking together and i was guilty to not run with them. in the end i told them that, if i felt tired of jogging, i would join them.

at the start, when our class started jogging, we were already at different paces. then i saw some people starting to walk already at the start so i began to drag some of my classmates along. and i think i wasted too much of my energy and i dont feel like jogging as there was no motivation and encouragement, so i started to walk and jog sometimes. i could hear mr sng yelling and urging people to jog but i really had not much energy left to jog and it was not only one-third of the route so i decided to join my platoon mates. i looked back but they were really so at the back that i cant even see them. haha. then lydia, who was doing duty, said that she had to go all the way to the back so i wen and i decided to accompany her then we could meet our platoon. we jogged and walked backwards.

finally we met our platoon mates and i really felt so great upon seeing them. then all of us started walking and took pictures together. it was so fun:) i enjoyed being with all of them. however, i sort of felt guilty that i was walking because i was still dragging people to jog before and during the race and i was really determined to jog the whole route before the race but in the end i actually walked for most of the distance. haha. but i didnt regret making this decision because my platoon mates made the route easy for all of us. i felt motivated when jogging and walking with them. they are my motivation:) they allowed me to finish the route without me feeling extremely tired although the distance was 3.5km. wow.

at the last part of our journey, we ran, really ran. zakiyyah and i held hands together and we encouraged each other to chiong to the finishing line. i heard mr tay saying, "wah hold hands and run together ah. so romantic." haha. but we finished the race in the end! thanks to the people who cheered for us when we were reaching, you really gave us lots of encouragement:)woohoo! i was so happy.

then when cross-country ended, 4H took a picture with mr sng and then i ran to take pictures with my platoon mates and cadets. we took the pictures on the field. although it was hot, we enjoyed our time together:) the pictures turned out to be nice with miss poon's guidance. haha. she c0ntributed lots of ideas to us.

after that, part b specs went to tampines mall. we bought and did stuff. and it was super warm as were at the open space at tampines mall. i was in the sun all the time. so i perspired while doing my stuff. in the end, i got tanner, i even have a tanline now. but i like my skin colour to be dark as i think it looks nicer. haha.

then gin, i wen, xiao jun and i met out again. xiao jun and i waited for gin for a very long time at the bus stop near my house for a very long time before she reached, we were like quite angry with her but i was partially the reason why she reached there later. when we reached arab street there, i wen was already at the bus stop. then we went to buy cloth, then went bugis junction, ate then shop. there were so many nice stuff, we felt so tempted to buy but we were broke:'( then went city hall. during the ride on the mrt from city hall to bishan, we played hand games. gin, i wen and i were beatting one another due to the game. my hand was red after the game:( so pain.

we went bishan park to recce today. then our dearest tour guide, encik zhao ming came down from her house to help us:) she cycled which was quite unexpected as i was still telling the others that she doesnt look like one whose house will have a bicycle. then we rented bikes too to accomodate her to make transport easier. but in the end the rental shop only had one double bike left and both gin and i dont know how to cycle. but i can cycle a bit better than her, at least i knows how to cycle straight, i only dont know how to turn but gin doesnt even know anyting. so i took a single bike myself. i felt so nervous and panicked throughout the whole ride.

then there was a part when gin kept on irritating me on the double bike as she and xiao jun wanted to overtake me and in the end really overtook. then i wanted to brake but i was at the edge of the pavement. my feet was only half-touching the ground and so i couldnt stop the bike fully and the bicycle kept n moving to its right and so i fell down in a slow motion onto the grass. luckily it was not painful and i was not injured since it's a slow motion one. my white shorts became a brown one then, on one side. haiz...

my thighs were really tired after cycling and it was really scary to cycle a bike alone. i always thought i would fall. and that thng gin, she kept on smiling to me when i was cycling behind her. i was quite irritated at first but after that i thought i should smile back at her since she smiled to me purposely to distract me. so i smiled back at her. haha.

after that, we went on seperate ways. gin and i went kovan. we needed to buy lots of cotton wool. really a lot. but we just could not find any shop selling lots and cheap cotton wool. i called zhao ming and asked her where we could get it from then she said buy stuffing from ikea. but we thought it was expensice when zhao ming told us the prices. then gin had a marvellous idea. we could buy pillows and take the stuffing out. we went to search for pillows then. we were so tired out by all the walking but we persevered on. and finally, we found it! we bought pillows then. we didnt really know if it was cheaper than that of ikea's but due to the time constraint and nobody was going ikea tomorrow, we had to buy pillows. i thought it was really a waste and funny of us to use pillows but it was really a great idea. haha(:

part b specs meeting out again on mon, and maybe for the whole day. we are really getting sick of seeing one another as we really had been seeing one another for almost the whole day everyday. and this will be going to last for the next two weeks. this holidays will be really busy for all of us. it's not even holidays, it's worse than normal weekdays. haiz...

-living in simplicity-

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 Y

i'm feeling super depressed and pissed this few days. i discovered something which i think should be 99.9999 % true. i'm sure.

They thought we would never know but we have our own ways to find it. i was shocked, really shocked. they lied to us. we felt so stupid. like what gin had said, we sounded like idiots. i feel so hurt. why must they lie to us? Arent they scared that their lies will be exposed? See, even without them telling us, we know the truth. the lie is exposed! i dont know why they lied. i cant see the reason why they lied. i really feel so hurt and stupid. we trusted them... now i dont know if i should continue trusting them the way i trusted them. if they really want to lie, then why let me discover it?

-living in simplicity-

Sunday, May 11, 2008 Y

yesterday, lay eng, yet hong, lydia, i wen and i went Escape to help celebrate i wen's birthday. we met up at pasir ris mrt station first except for lydia, who joined us after her physics remedial. at the mrt statio, i was shocked to see 2 familiar faces.

we didnt have to pay as much for the entrance fee at Escape as my handphone line was under Singtel so we only had to pay $12.40 compared to the original $17.70. i thought that amount was juz nice as there were actuclly not much to play there as 2 of the most fun facilities were under renovation. but we still quite enjoyed our time there as we made ourselves feel happy:) we enjoyed the Pirate's Ship most as we were quite crazy on the ride.

yet hong and i were the most timid people among us. the both of us yelled the most i think. that lay eng and lydia ah, they were so calm for almost every ride. i tried to make them yell or else it wont be fun. i think i haven't played these for such a long time that my heart has become weak. i remembered the last time i went there, i was not as scared from all the rides. but this time, i was yelling like mad as i thought that the rides were really scary. i didnt know i was so timid until yesterday. but maybe yesterday's activities help to strengthen my heart:)

when i was playing Pirate's Ship, my legs and hands were trembling vigorously, shaking tremendously. it's a normal body reaction but it's because of all these actions which made me feel more scared when i was on the ride. even lay eng can see my legs trembling. although we found the ride scary, we played for quite a number of times. it's really fun.

haunted house was not as scary as i thought. i thought there will be real people inside scarying people but it was just filled with fake stuff. i didnt even dare to look up when i was inside as i thought there will be scary things slurting at me. the teenage guys in front tried to scare us by making eerie voices and they really sort of scared us a bit. then at the entrance, they scared us one more time and i thought there was a ghost appearing at the door. it's stupid la. there was once when i walked past the haunted house, the people inside suddenly make loud noises to scare us and in the end i was shocked and yelled a bit.

we also got ourselves really wet from the water activity there. we vigourously sprayed water mercilessly at one another. but luckily, we brought dry clothes to change:) we took lots of photos at Escape too. Lydia, yet hong and i even took tried to take photos in the squeezy ferris wheel cabin. the cabin is really to small for 3 people. haha. lydia's photography skills were good and we managed to take a nice picture of the 3 of us inside the cabin. lydia was amazed at her good skills. haha.

after that, we left. on the bus, lydia realised her wallet is gone, LOST! we went back to Escape to find her wallet. we went to the guest relations room and found her wallet lying on the table there. it must have dropped out from her bag when she took out her phone. we were relieved when we saw her wallet as there were some important stuff inside it.

then we went white sands to look for our mother's mother's day present. some of us bought the presents. then not long after, we went in separate ways.

-living in simplicity-

Saturday, May 10, 2008 Y

The mid-years are over finally and i've been slacking for the past few days... haiz... i've been sleeping a lot to compensate for the loss during the exam period. Other than sleeping, there is nothing much for me to do. I want to get my papers back faster so i wont keep thinking about my results all day long.

CCA's going to stop soon. Really very soon, very very soon. It's really damn saddening. 4 years in NCC and now everything's ending so early. i really can't bear to let it go, it's rly just too soon...

-living in simplicity-