Saturday, February 07, 2009 Y
my body is covered with bruises and it's aching everywhere. my muscleache is worse than the pain i get after parades. one week of orientation with OG 40 has passedand next week it will be with our classes. and everything will have to restart again.this week has been a long long week for me as i first joined a new environment. i think i'm one who cant adapt quickly in a new environment. every day has been a long and painful one. i felt like crying every single day... i dont seem to be able to blend in. i hate myself this way as i seem to have become a bit anti-social. i feel so lonely and miserable with no cedarians in the same group as me. i really hope there will be someone i know being in the same class as me. i pray hard. however the games played during orientation were fun. i thank the OGLs for all their hard work and planning to make everything a success. i miss all my friends in cedar. i miss the sea of blue... tmr i'll be meeting a few close friends at amk hub, finally. yay. no matter how tired i am, i will still drag my heavy body there. i really miss them. i've got so much to tell them. i hope i will feel better after meeting them as i've been feeling heavy for the past week.
