Thursday, March 12, 2009 Y
i felt super damn depressed today after receiving my maths lecture test back. though i expected to fail but the sad feeling still comes when i see my pathetic result. i flunked it, seriously flunked it. i think i have never or maybe most once or twice failed maths throughout my entire life. and sad to say,the test is counted! hope i dont fail anymore maths test or else i'm really to be super dead as i have to rely on my maths to be promoted to j2. the worst came when i received my econs test. actually i am one with low expectations at subjects which i have no confidence in and somemore econs is a new subject. the results i got was ok to me and i felt fine. but i realised people scored well for econs and i felt so demoralised again. wow. received 2 big blows today. i'm going to break down very soon. today's bio test was screwed too. it was only 15 min and i had to rush through the paper. i didnt manage to finish it as my brain blanked out when time was running out and i even almost forgot the important stuff which i was busy memorising before the test. and i was glad i slept yesterday or else it was really not worth it to work so hard last night and forget everything today. i slept about 3h last night:) not bad. better than expected. and i drank instant coffee last night to keep myself awake. and i had to brew the coffee so secretly to not let my parents discover or else they would start nagging again about me drinking coffee in the middle of the night. still have to go study for gp later on. hope i can pass but i think chances are low. never mind, jiayou!!!
