Wednesday, March 11, 2009 Y
today was cross country a.k.a walkaton. haha. lin ying, xin ying and i wanted to just walk throughout the whole route or walk halfway and turn back as we are sick. but we were so proud of ourselves a we managed to walk about 3/4 and jog about 1/4 of the route. we finished it and we were not the last! we were one of the first walking girls to reach the finishing line:) we dont feel tired at all. so fun. we even hoped that there will be more cross countries. maybe have on next week. haha. claudia and elizabeth were pro-er. they were sick too but they jogged throughout the thing and claudia clinched 8th and elizabeth 9th for the girls' mass run. *claps* To think we still didnt trust claudia when she said she going to take prize cause we thought they were always behind us. haha. and i dont know how claudia is going to face her mum cause her mum dont allow her to jog at all as she is sick. she was trying to give away her trophy. haha.
yay! we got to take a photo with the trophies:) (and i think i look bald)
today was such a nice day. ended school at 11a.m. and after that, i was slacking with lin ying all the way. we sat down at the edge of the class bench area and talk. i love talking to lin ying. we just talk random stuff:) we watched the guys play chapteh. hc guys love playing that and i dont know why. i have always thought chapteh is a game of luck, you kick it means that you are lucky. but today, i observed that the guys can really play damn well. they have mastered the skill of playing chapteh. it's fun watching people play chapteh:) they make me have the urge to learn how to play too but i dont see girls playing. i really think i should cherish the days when we have the chance to loiter around the school and talk about random topics. i feel so carefree. i dont like to mug in school. i cant concentrate. luckily i have lin ying who doesnt like studying in school too:) so when we are free, we can slack together and watch people mug:)and it's really amusing to have people almost not being able to recognise me just because i wore a hairband today to keep my fringe up so it wont get sweaty due to cross country. it's just a hairband, i didnt do plastic surgery what. so weird of them.OH and i seem to be really lagging behind in my school work already. i thought i was the only one but olivia also said she cant too. how? i feel so dumb in hwa chong. everyone there is so clever. today during chem tutorial, when my teacher was going through the tutorial and she asked if anyone needed her to explain one of the questions but no one raised their hand. i had the urge to raise cause my answer was only half-complete. but no one else raised so that means they know how to do. i felt like a loser. almost all my answers were half-complete cause i really dont know how to do. luckily my teacher was nice enough to briefly go through. i was super relieved. i'm super lagging behind in chem. other subjects are not anywhere better too. haiz... feel so stressed during tutorials all the time. feel more stressed that my class seem so clever. the thing me and lin ying were most unhappy about is that the ip students have learned some stuff which we have not learned before. e.g. fluid mosaic model for bio, some of the atomic structure for chem and translation of graphs for math. ahhh... i really cant take it. they would have had the foundation already,unlike us:(i'm worried for my gp test on friday. even olivia who can write better than me didnt do well for the test, then what about me, whose english is not proficient at all and vocab so limited. i'mso dead. and tonight, i have to study damn hard for bio. havent really started and my rate of studying is like super duper slow. i think i dont have to sleep tonight, i dont have the time to:( hope i wont see plunge into my bed when i see it while studying. no matter what, i must finish studying bio. the test is only 15 min lah but we have to study so much for it! wth. cant stand it.
yay! we got to take a photo with the trophies:) (and i think i look bald)