Sunday, May 31, 2009 Y
yesterday morning went back to school to 清理会所. the 会所 was seriously super dirty and messy and packed with not much passageway before cleaning up. but after everyone's hard work, we did it! we could finally see the floor in the 会所. yay! it looks so much cleaner and neater now:) felt a sense of satisfaction and felt so proud of everyone=)
(nice nice :])ytd me and cheryl managed to do armed drills too cos there were two npcc type of rifles in the 会所:) yay damn fun and shuang to do armed drills again. next time i go 会所, must try to do drills again. and our lunch ytd was free. the teachers suddenly became so generous liao:) and they even sent contractors to beautify our 会所:) good good.
the feeling of carrying so much stuff and walking such a long route to throw rubbish was quite shuang cos seldom have the chance to do all these and also in getting urself so dirty and sweaty at the end of the day. my whole body was aching like shit strting frm abt lunchtime. head was so heavy and giddy la. for the first time in my life, i felt so sick and tot i was dying very soon. walked a short distance and my back and legs were going to break soon. legs were trembling when climbing steps. last night, i almost cant make it home after i alighted frm the bus. almost died halfway when climbing the overhead bridge. wanted to just sit on the overhead bridge but seeing my house was just tt near and i rly miss my bed, i dragged my super heavy bag and tired out body to continue walking.
yay rly feel so happy that 会所 looks so clean and tidy now:) first time in my life i see it being so pretty man.
Thursday, May 14, 2009 Y
tues morning was an eventful morning. woke up in the morning, realising i haven pack my file, so just took another file and put the notes and wksts i need for tt day and left home liao. when i was at my second busstop, i rmbed tt my chi society exco election form was in my file! but i didnt bother to go home cos i can either just not run or go sch take a form frm zhi yi since she has extra and i also hav the photo ma, so can paste it in sch. then 74 came and i boarded the bus. but once i boarded 74, i rmbed tt shit, yit khai's bike hike form which he asked me to help him print was in my file also, with my election form! and the deadline for bike hike was tt day. it's not my stuff so no matter what i know i had to get it, so i had to alight. but if i go home and take, i would be very late for sch. so i had to call my mum to help me bring the forms for me. felt so guilty... and as i waited for my mum, 3 stupid 74 buses passed. it was lyk only a few min and so many had passed. i knew i would be abit late for sch when i boarded 74.. and when i reached sch, i ran a bit but too late, nartional anthem strted. then aft tt, i still tot my name was not noted but i realised the teacher near the class bench would actually confiscate the ez-link cards of late-comers-.- i could only take my card back aft sch, so i was identity-less tt day. worse still, i tot u hav to be late thrice b4 u get 1 demerit point but in the end, it was late once, 1 demerit point. so sad. i wanted a clean record for the whole yr!:(
then today, chi society exco interview. 9 juniors with 7 seniors. i screwed up la. for the self-intro part, already screw up liao. haven calm myself down. i strted laughing when i tok la. i laughed partly cos my voice was trembling. i almost wanted to give up halfway liao. felt lyk withdrawing frm the election cos there're many ppl running for that post so actually chances quite low but nvm la, just try for it for experience and prepare for pw and to hav no regrets:) and as usual, i forgot to say lots of stuff. it was only aft i finished speaking then i strted to think deeper down and realise i still had more to say but forgot. haiz.. aft my interview, i rly scared for my self-intro speech on sat's election liao cos i seriously hav stage fright. today interview only and i was dying liao, wad's more, on sat, so many ppl la. gg liao. going to make a fool out of myself. nvm shall encourage myself! jiayou! just get over the speech part and everything will be fine! i dun ask for more. but there were already bad omens liao. on sun when i tried to print the form, i realised my printer was not working and i rly tot wow, bad omen telling me not to run for huo2 dong4 ce4 hua4. but in the end, my dad fixed it. it didnt work cos wire not connected properly-.- then tues nv bring form at first, so another bad omen trying to stop me. haiz.. then today interview gg too. luckily got zhi yi and yit khai same slot as me or else i surely giv up halfway de. i would feel so hopeless and scared la. i rly thank them for their encouragement:)
oh and went back cedar ytd cos cadets' pop. bravo '08 is now becoming specialists liao. my part bs! miss them so much. feel so proud of them when i see them taking over. i felt so happy for them:) it's lyk so fast, me and cheryl chen felt tt we are so old liao. but quite sad, ytd only me, huiyu, zhao ming, cheryl chen and fiona went back. i hope my cadets will be gd specialists. i know they will=D jiayou! i rly miss ncc alot and now thinking back, i realise i am what i am now because of ncc. it had rly moulded me into a better person. but becos off ncc, i tink sometimes i tink and look at things in a diff way frm others but i tink all ug ppl are lyk me ba.
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